like existentialism, like DOTA

Pondering over existentialism drains everything after some time.

The feeling is akin to trying to play DOTA on a lousy connection.
Everything comes in snatches and it ain't enough to form the entire picture.
Worst still....you don't know where your hero is.

So frustrating that you leave and hope the connection is better later.

Unfortunately, much like DOTA, I doubt there is a save-game function.