错

时间早已剥夺了思念的权利
灰尘把空气都弄沉重了
又怕干净你也完全不见了
你就快消失了
就快我也不晓得曾失去什么了
还抱着记事本又怎么样呢？
哭是因为尘埃太沉重了
一定不是因为太想你的
一片刻我也感觉自己消失了
抱紧自己却任由时间吹散到地
记忆散落

失去离开了
空气变更沉了

时间为我做的决定

或许一开始就只有我错了

** I must say that there is no breakup, I am not undergoing any romantic entanglement. So don't ask me where all these are coming from. I have no idea.

Aphyxiated

My room is terribly messy. I guess I can begin the holidays by starting to clean everything up, control what goes into my mouth and run again. I still haven't quite got over my preference for solitude even though I've started meeting up with people. There just seems so much to do that I'm selfishly placing myself before others. I still have books to read and shows to watch and so many things I want to do by myself.

Someone told me I need a personal life.

I guess they don't understand that my personal life entails a breathing space, away from the restraints of a maddening crowd. It is getting harder to find that little window for the fresh air in this busy city life.

Summer of Love

They wonder what's going on in your minds.

I know its one psychedelic season.

Of warm summers, happiness and love.

Heightened awareness of sensory delight.

But how reality played you false.

The nights grow cold and grey needles fall.

How good are your mind shields?

To carry on as the physical fail?

Unaware that the cost of that lie

reveals through the gradual shifts

to the ugliness of your face.

And you slowly die.

You will surely die.

In that psychedelic season

where they injected milk to counteract poison.

In that psychedelic season
whe年 you tried to find Utopia.

In that psychedelic season

you called Summer of Love

there was no cure

for self-betrayal

not when you traded your future.

失拍

每次以为得到了平静

心却起涟漪

微微震的波动

跟不上自己设定的频率

Reflection of the day.

Sometimes, like today, I think that the human heart is capable of more love and forgiveness than I think possible.

We have the amazing ability to shield ourselves from the horrors of our past and perhaps that is what gives us our hope for the future.